waitingi keep waiting hopingwaiting
seconds minutes hours days longing to see
to feel hear
they come they go but i search for the contrary
i dream, count it's nongermane inconsequential
you lift me to an ecstasy i stutter, sputter, wait. released to despondency
floundering for the incomprehensible gasping for my air
space out clutching nothing holding emptiness
it is barren algid, desolate
you do not know you do not understand
I do no
upsetyou don't know what i feel do you? in the shadow of your pride in the shadow of my pride we both don't know.upset
it's painful, this. you never fail to upset my balance the balance i create when i feel like everything's upside down.
the world overturns again swimming in dark water
i struggle to find my footing only for a current to sweep it away a current - words tonality of that sound.
a warm gentle current pushes me back up catches me as i fall enfolds me in comfort surrounds me with peace
but the harshne
delusioni wait for a time deliverance?delusion
anticipation - quiescense; i wait for the light to glow
the black and white spectrum
of this enclosed space rid of angularity it is mine alone to dwell
anticipation - silence; i wait for the movement to stir the stillness
aimless wandering in the grayscale searching for it
do you know? do you understand?
politeness in itself deferential
but it is futile it will never come to pass i do not doubt
i have no proposal
i cannot see throu
i'd rather be bluei'd rather be blue than green the green. the envy and the jealousy. i'd rather be blue. sadness and ache.i'd rather be blue
shattered to pieces. broken to bits. why did you do this to me. the first ever in my life. i wished the only. you said the only. you said forever.
but then a village of gold. flashed before your eyes.
forever was no longer eternity. only became past. maybe only is last.
shivers and tears. you dont know what it feels like. i know you dont know.
you cast a star. you cast a nova. &nb
frustrated
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[need a heart 'cos mine's broken]
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"You must do me this honor…promise me you will survive…that you will
never give up…no matter what happens…no matter how hopeless…promise me
now, and never let go of that promise."
"I promise. I will never let go, Jack. I'll never let go."
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